Bubblegum Crisis

I am sitting here in my mom's office, with my headphones on, listening to Bubblegum Crisis music on my MP3 player. It is almost relaxing. The only problem is that I am having an extremely difficult time trying to type on this slanted keyboard. My hands start to move and I type one letter over. My mom's coworker has this adjusted so that it is tilted forward and to the left! What is up with that?

Anyways, while my aunt is helping my mom with some minor computer issues, I am here on the other computer typing this, since I am obviously unwanted around the other. I believe I am really on my mom's nerves. She would much rather get help from my aunt than I. Oh, well.

I hit the jackpot today! I went to the local campus used CD/DVD store called Von's, and I found a huge bookcase filled with a bunch of old anime VHS tapes for only a dollar each! Fortunately, I brought my money along with me, so I purchased almost the full Bubble gum Crisis series, with the exception of tape 2 and tape 4. Other than that, the whole thing is there, only costing me a total of $9! Pretty lucky, eh?

I still haven't lost my obsession with the Eden song. I think I am going to switch my MP3 player to that song now...
...okay, I did. So, this day seemed to drag on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on. I thought I would never see the light of day. I only have two classes the whole day with windows, quite depressing, eh? The worst part is, every time I am in my health class, I feel as if I am living in a yellow, grainy old film. I film that would never get its fame, because it is way too depressing for anyone in their sane minds to like.

Maybe, this is quite an exaggeration, actually, it really is, but not too much of one. Fortunately, my friend, Megan, is with me through the horribleness of health, and on through the majority of my day. It actually ROCKS that I get to have so many classes with Megan plus lunch. How nice.

Megan and I had a good time on the bus today listening to hilarious System of a Down songs. We love to listen to them and laugh out loud. It is quite entertaining. Then she brought that 'let's do it like they do on the discovery channel' song!! I haven't heard that forever!

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I want to see Hostile. I have high hopes for it. Maybe I will view it tomorrow.

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I ate dinner a bit ago. Everyone I was with was largely craving pizza, so I find myself at a 50 year old pizza place eating delicious, but greasy pizza. No regrets, yet.

I hope to have a good weekend that is lived up to its fullest. But, when do I not?

Internet Forum

I made an internet forum yesterday, and we have already gotten approximately 100 posts, but that's only with 5 users posting. If we get more people there, we could get around 300 posts on there very quickly. So, if you are interested, come check out the forum (http://dessart.myfreeforum.org).

So, anyways, I have been checking up on my cd a lot. It says that it's in Kansas City, MO. So, I guess that means it probably won't be here today.

Yeah, so check out the forum. If you forget the address, you can always refer back to this entry or look at the link on the main dessart in the desert page.

Bye!

EDEN

Eden by To Destination is a great song. I like to listen to it. I am actually listening to it now...
...it ended.

Now, Eversnow (a DDR song) is playing.

So what are you listening to?

I just went to this kid's forum and his arrogant attitude really got on my nerves. It was quite bothersome to go there and read his words that say, "Most of the better players can AA or AAA songs on their first try, and I am no exception."

This is bothersome to me. Is it to you? I'm sure it is. Arrogance is something that really gets to me. I hope I'm not arrogant, because when you are, you usually don't realize it. If I am, I apologize.

I read a ton of Chobits last night. I started up on the first volume and I couldn't put it down! So, I read the second volume as well, and I am eagerly awaiting the aquiring of the third! I can't wait!

Amanda says that she is working on a webcomic. Heh, I can't wait for this one. It should be rather interesting. I wish she would let Ryo design the webpage for her so it isn't so crystal ball filled, as is her current site. I suppose I could design it, but I am trying really hard right now to not be hypocritical about before.
I am eagerly awaiting the results from the Stepmix contest. The site says, "All entries must be submitted by January 22nd 2006. Winners will be announced on the web site approximately one week after the deadline."

This means that by February, I shall know if I placed or not! Even if I don't place, I will be very happy. My song is listed on their site then forever and will be included in the Stepmania Complete CD Rom! Hehehe, how exciting. Then, people will have my song on modded gaming consoles all over the world! Okay, maybe that's a bit too far, but, it's possible right?

Now I am starting to understand why people always have the word 'rant' in their blog titles, since that is what I am doing right now. If anyone is actually interested enough to read this, it would be rather shocking.

I watched one of the LUM movies last night. It was the second one, Beautiful Dreamer. Unfortunately, my sister got bored with it, so I shut it off and watched Fooly Cooly on [Adult Swim].

Maybe I should send an Email to [Adult Swim] telling them that I appriciate their anion block. It seems like they need someone to tell them that. They obviously like it, but they are under the impression that no viewers like it. That is clearly untrue though. I think I'll email them now. But first, I will compose the email right here on this blog:

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Dear [Adult Swim]

I love the anime block and I watch it whenever I get the chance. My favorite show used to be Paranoia Agent, but since that isn't on anymore, I find myself watching Samurai Champloo and FLCL.

I just thought you guys should know that some people really do appreciate your anime block.

~dessart

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Good? Well, you probably shouldn't answer that, because by the time you read this post, I will have already sent the email. Heh.

If I get a response, I will most definitely post it here. Haha. That would be somethin' wouldn't it?

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EDIT: Email sent!

Nobody Knows

I just finished watching the movie titled 'Nobody Knows.' It is a long and fairly good movie. I have seen better ones, but this one isn't the worst. It is just: okay.
Pretty much, you watch these motherless kids try to get by with almost no money for the allotted amount of time. It is rather sad, actually.

Last night, I made another Stepmix for the Stepmania Stepmix contest. It is to another Jankenpopp song. This song is titled V i p. If you want to download the Stepmix I made, get it here: V i p. I worked hard trying to prepare a background animation, but it just wasn't working out. For some reason, the 'p' would always get really funky and unreadable. So, I just did a unanimated background for the Stepmix.

I made a new logo for my Stepmix page! Here it is:



Rather awesome, eh?

I found a series of new filters that I wanted to try out, and the logo is displaying one of them. Heh.

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I found myself reading some random freshman girl's blog yesterday, and something really irked me: Every single one of her posts was just a bland anthology of her day with 'lol' tagged onto the end of every sentence. This is no exageration either. In one post, she said 'LOL' three times in two short paragraphs! Total insanity. Plus, she always called things that were stupid: gay. Why? Maybe she has a hating for some group of people and finds the best way to express it using their classification instead of 'stupid?'

Well, dinner is ready. My sister tells me. Goodbye!

MY bed

I want to go and sleep in my own bed...
I have been away from it for almost this whole week.
I am still not even home.
Cousin's house, aunt's house...

I won a poker match a couple days ago!!

If you go to Step Mania's Website any time soon, you will get to see my entry to the stepmania contest. It is under the entry titled 'My Name Is Jankenpopp" because that is the song that I used when I made my submission. Plus, it has a link to my simfile site, but that site has a screwy logo that I need to fix soon.

I ordered a CD online yesterday. I went to Best Buy to look for it, but they didn't have it. Online, I had already checked the price, a dollar more than my Best Buy gift card had on it... So, when we were at Best Buy, I had an extra dollar added to my gift card and I ordered it when I got home! Here is a picture of the CD I ordered:



I can't wait for it to arrive. It is expected around the 6th or 7th.

I got into this really cool game called Pente. It is Italian I suspect. What you do is try to get these little glass pieces on this grid to be five in a row before your opponent does. You can also try to capture five pairs of your opponents glass pieces. It can get rather exciting and thoughtful.

I hope everyone has a good New Year.

Jankenpopp Responds!

Today, I get home from the mall, play Guitar Hero, then check my email. In my inbox, there was a piece of happiness!

I got an email from the band Jankenpopp about the Stepmania contest that I entered! Here is what they wrote:

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"Hi Ryan,

I found your Stepmix
searching for my name in google
That's NICE !!!!
I used to work sometimes with a Dance Pad
some pictures here:
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http://www.bombadabom.net/semaine/2005_02.html
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See U
ThanXXXXXXXX


( ' o ' ) < ( http://jankenpopp.com )"

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Yay! I am so happy that they emailed me! Plus, I got to respond in French! Hehehe.

If you aren't in the know, I used their song (licensed under the creative commons) for a simple. I entered the simfile to a contest from Stepmania. (The results should be in soon.)

So, just wanted to share the coolness of this email with you!

Check out their site at jankenpopp.com as you are surfez sur l'Internet!

The Dating Game

I have successfully written my first program! Yay! This C# book is coming into use!

You can download the program here: The Dating Game

It's pretty fun. All you do is answer questions that the computer asks you. Rather entertaining, eh?

Hehe, at least it's interactive.

If you want the Palm version of this program,(I don't know exactly why you would)get that here: Palm Dating Game

Enjoy!

Oh yes, this software is © by me, Ryan Alspaugh, 2005.

Now, Enjoy.

Break

Finals are over.
Semester one is over.
Stress is temporarily over.
Christmas is beginning.

It is now Christmas break at school and all seven of my finals are completed. What a nice thing to just relax.

Last night, I went to the local library and I got some books, manga, and movies. I looked for the Ghost World soundtrack CD, but it was nowhere to be found. I got two books on computer stuff. The first one is about CSS (Cascading Style Sheets) the second is on C#. C sharp is kinda difficult, I think I'll just wait until I take the computer programming classes at school to get into any type of C programming.

The main reason I went to the library was to get a movie that I had on hold called Hero. It is a new Chinese Kung-fu movie. It is just gorgeous! The camera shots and fight scenes were amazing! I feel so fulfilled after watching that film! I highly recommend it.

I also got my hand upon Akria, the classic anime movie. I am eager to watch it. I actually haven't seen it yet. I grabbed some manga while we were there too. I got the first three Demon Diary books, volume one of somthing I can't remember the name, and also Dark Water by Koji Suzuki, the author of The Ring Trilogy.

Yesterday, I started to tip my toes into MS-Dos commands. It was rather entertaining. I learned the 'TREE', 'PRINT', and 'PING' commands. I really want to learn more about the 'PING' command, but my dad won't let me mess with the DOS on our computer. He is afraid I will ruin something... Heh.

I also went to Steak 'n Shake last night and got a wonderful meal. Their steak burgers are the best burgers in the world. I also got a huge banana shake to wash it down. MMMMM-MMMM! Their chili is a little disturbing though. It is 1 part oil and 1 part brown sludge and beans. I was sitting there stirring mine for a long time trying to get the oil to blend with the sludge and beans. After adding in my oyster crackers, it wasn't half bad. All you had to do was get over the fact that it kinda slides down your throat whether you want it to or not.

So, I am hoping for a good break and a good Christmas. I am also wishing you happy holidays. Ryo, you too, enjoy the warmth in Alabama.

*Jealous!*

100th post!

Yay, I have reached my one-hundredth post in my Dessart In the Desert blog! What a joyous day! And just in time for finals too!

Oh no! Finals!

This is bad, I must study, but not without making a blog post first.

Okay, so this weekend was great. I feel like I actually got something accomplished. What I found as I was surfez sur le Internet was a Pop'n music simulator by Stepmania. I found it through the Bemanistyle forum. It excited me since I have always wanted to play Pop'n Music, but it was always way too expensive. So, I downloaded the simulator and started to play. Unfortunately, Pop'n is not Pop'n with out a controller. So, I set out to see what I could do about it.

I went back to the forums and found a thread on how to make your own controller out of a USB keyboard. The only unfortunate thing was, I didn't have a USB keyboard! I called the local computer stores just to be disappointed in finding out that there were none in town for under $15, my budget.

So, I talked to my dad about it and he told me about this used computer parts store in Indianapolis. We went there there yesterday since we were already planning on going to Indianapolis to do some Christmas shopping. *gags*

So, we enter the store and the employee asks if there is anything we are looking for. After telling him, we search through this large bin a $5 keyboards to see if any of them were USB keyboards. To my excitement, my dad uncovered a nice, black USB keyboard with the PS2 adapter attached. HuZZaH!!

We bought this inexpensive, $5 keyboard, and left the store before the workers changed their minds.

I began my dissection of the keyboard. Removing all the keys but a select few, I finally finished. Now, all I needed was some sort of half spheres to make the buttons. Today, my dad took me to the local Target. We looked through all the sports items and eventually found these awesome, colored, foamy balls that would make perfect buttons.

I came home with my new spheres, cut them in half, glued them on, threw on some other keyboard decorations, and finally got to my finished product! The completed Pop'n Music controller was ready, and I have been having tons of fun playing on it. I can't wait to get really good at Pop'n Music. Currently, I am strung up between the light and standard levels. I hope to have a higher level by the end of the upcoming Christmas Vacation! Now, here is a picture of the $9 Pop'n Music controller made by me:


Well, I hope everyone that reads this has a good break, and finals. Bonne chance!

Nothing better than fresh fruit

I am sitting here at the computer, obviously.

Not only sitting, but eating some fruit. It is like a big fruit cocktail that my aunt made. Delicious. I love bananas. I just swallowed one. You should go slice you some fruit so you can join in on the experience also.

Yes, so stress is rising. I am beginning to get easily irritated by things. I think that because of this time of the year, I will die much sooner. I think that if finals were eradicated from schools, people would seriously live about five more years. This would in fact increase our countries average lifespan.

Woah, I think this fruit is starting to ferment. That last bite tasted a lot like wine. Hmmm, I wonder. Did she...?

...Nah.

So, my day...
...of course was stressful! Full of stress it was. I have been going to bed earlier and earlier, but still find myself very drowsy in the morning. My friend says that it is the weather. I think I agree with him.

Am a liberal or conservative. I think I need to figure this out. I suppose that I am liberal...
...or not, I am unsure. But, I am thinking I lean towards the liberal side. I am open minded and don't mind a good change. A good change. I am then, turning away from my parents, whom I am pretty sure are conservative.

Actually, I don't think I know what I am talking about. (Oh no, an adult-like conversation with myself. I am leaving my loved childhood.)

Industrial

Things-
I am sitting here listening to some music. Industrial music to be precise. It is my new 'thing.'

Another 'thing' that I have been partaking in is the making of websites. I felt like I spent my whole weekend building websites. This is not a bad thing at all though. I actually enjoy building them. It is a chance to use my new-found knowledge of CSS and blend art into it. How fun?

So, another plus: the DDR shirts are in! I just saw them not too long ago. They are so cool! I am wearing mine to school tomorrow. Yes! Another DDR time. These are the best.

Industrial-
On the more stylish side, I like chilling in my room now and listening to this industrial music. Industrial music is a mixture of dark techno sounds and metal/goth rock. It is very enjoyable. I really like sitting on my bed and acting like I am in a trance when I listen to it. It makes me feel mysterious. I like feeling mysterious. The mysterious atmosphere of industrial is very enjoyable. What isn't enjoyable is the though of the finals that are quickly approaching us.

Finals-
They start next week. Fortunately, next week is only a four day week, then the long awaited winter break is to happen. This will be my time of rejoice. I will hopefully get Guitar Hero for Christmas, and I will spend a lot of my break getting into that game. That shall make me assez heureux.

French-
Is constantly running through my head now. Almost annoying? Not quite, I am starting to get used to it. Unfortunately, whole sentences are coming to mind, only these wretched adjectives we have been spending oh so much time on. Good thing we took the lesson test today, eh?

Tension-
Is on the rise. These end-of-the-semester, before-the-final tests are driving me to the end of the parallelness in my world. Yes, I shall soon be in the other side with my stress. This means? This means that I shall soon be so stressed that, unbelievably, I will lurch into the parallel universe which my same self exists. Oh, nevermind, I wish that this made sense. I guess I am trying to say that I will soon become nonexistent from the tension of this stress. Stress is bothersome, I should vent.

I guess I am the great exaggerator. I really don't get as much stress as my peers, Ryo, for example. I really have nothing to complain about.

Up early..

So, I am up here very early, and guess what? No school today. So, basically I am up for no reason. I guess this means I actually will have a FULL day to just bask in the radion of my computer. I guess my computer doesn't really give off radion, but if it does, I shall have cancer in a few days.

So, no nono no nono no nono school today!

Hehe, I want to play my O2 Jam game now. BYE!

o2 jam

I got into a new internet game. It is called O2 Jam. It is sooo cool. It is like Pop'n music with a keyboard twist. You guys have to check it out: http://www.o2jam.com.my

When there, sign up, then we could meet up on there or something! Hehe.


So, it is snowing...
...like crazy.

I hope this means that there is no school tomorrow. As of now, there is only a two hour delay, but a cancellation seems very reasonable. I think people would be surprised if there wasn't a cancellation tomorrow morning. So, let's cross our fingers and do the snow dance over and over, maybe our wish will come true!

Oh yes, this reminds me, I saw a shooting start the other day. It was rather fascinating. I first thought that a UFO was crash landing in the distance, then I figured it probably was a falling star. Like a shooting star across the midnight sky...
yes, hyper hyper hyper, I can't sleep. Nonononono. What is with this? AHHHH!

When I die..

Ryo got me thinking...

When I die I don't want to be senile.

When I die, I don't want to be too old.

When I die, I would really like to be watching anime.

When I die, it would be nice to be sitting on hills of rolling grass.

When I die, I want it to be summer or late spring.

When I die, I don't want to be so sick that it is unbearable.

When I die, I don't want it to be quick, I want to ponder on it.

When I die, I want to be far from a hospital.

When I die, it may be bad if I were playing DDR, because then I would be too healthy.

When I die, I want to be alone.

When I die, I want to be on good terms with people.

When I die, as Ryo said, I don't want guilt.

When I die, I want my mother to already be dead so she doesn't have to see it.

After I die, I don't want to think anymore, I want it to be like it was before I was born.

Now I have what I want straight so I can die with hope. This took a lot of thinking to come up with what I want.

Hopefully, you die with hope also.

The Paper Sculpture Show

Yes, as I mentioned before, today was my long awaited field trip:

We board our white bus to set off on our way. Before leaving the school parking lot, the art teacher told us that she didn't know the way to Purdue's campus. This is very sad because if you live in the same town as a college, you should know how to get there.

Well, after her turning the wrong way out of the parking lot, we were on our way...
... the long way.

When we arrived, we couldn't find the spot we were supposed to park in. My teacher, still a little lost, decided that she should pull into a drive and park right next to a 'Do Not Enter' sign. Smart, eh? So, we walk in the freezing cold to the Purdue Memorial Union, a very nice building. We got a half hour to ourselves to eat, but while everyone was eating, I sped down to the basement to play a round of DDR with my friend Sadie. After that, I got a delicious soft pretzel and marinara sauce to eat. When I finished eating that, I went and got me a tea from Starbucks. My tongue is still numb from it's unbearable heat!

So, after all the goofing around, we got to finally see some of the art that we came there for, but not until we walk to another building. Once we got to the galley, we looked at all of the photographs there. They were all black and white pictures of scientific experiments. I guess it was trying to show that there was a link between art and science?

After seeing the photos, we went to one of the most exciting parts of my day. It was called the Paper Sculpture Show. It is a show where YOU are the artist (Wow, this sounds like some propaganda poster). There are a series of papers laying around in piles, and you choose which one you want to make. There are most likely going to be some examples hanging on the wall or on the shelf of every sculpture available. Once you make something from the instructions, or your own invention, you get to choose a spot to put it in the room. That way, the show is always getting new things and it is rather interesting to look at. Some people's sculptures were REALLY stupid. IE: a mans face with a other mans nose on it...

...yes, there have been little kids there. Beware.

So, after finally finding our way back to school from there, we got on another bus to come home on. It was a really fun day!

Jaan Pehechan Ho

"Jaan Pehechan Ho,
Jeena Aasaan Ho,
Dil Ko Churane Walon,
Aankh Na Churavo,
Naam Tho Batavo."

I am not quite sure why I like this Hindu song...


...it just flows beautifully. It is high energy, too!


I felt like crap today. More like I had to crap actually. But, since most people probably don't want to hear about it, I will just leave it at I felt really sick almost all day. I am feeling better now... Heh.

Tomorrow is the grand field trip to Purdue Art Galleries. It should be a great experience. We eat at the Union, and then trek on to the gallery. Hopefully I have fun there. Well, I will report back tomorrow with news on the trip!

Birthday and More Anime

Today about 45 years ago, my father was born. So, consequently, it is his birthday today. I have a cake in the oven right now. It seems so delicious. I can't wait to sink my teeth into it's red velvet goodness.

I watched a very strange anime on AZN Television last night. Tuesdays are their anime movie day. I am not quite sure what this anime was called, all that I know is that it was strange and a little frustrating. A boy was stuck in a dream world because of this dream demon. Strange, huh? The frustrating part of it was that he couldn't escape this dream demon, so when you thought he was waking up from his dreams, he was really entering a new one. You always knew he was in a dream, because the dream demon was amongst a crowd of people or kinda hidden in the background. The movie was almost clever. It seemed the creator tried a little too hard to make a twisted story that the movie almost seemed generically twisted.

I hate generic things. I like unusual things. I definitely hate cheesy things also. (This does not include Cheeseman. [You're not cheesy, your name just is where the cheese is. Haha.])

I have also been hard at work on my own personal web developing project. It is sort of my ode to what started me on web development. I bet you won't guess what it is. It is, sadly, neopets.com that got me started on learning HTML. The little shop editor used a HTML interface, so I was forced to use it. Unfortunately, being the cheap little child I was, I just found sites providing goodies, then copy and pasted. A simple method. I decided to give other people the same opportunity as me by creating my own copy-and-paste site. The blog is called The Shop Project. Hopefully it will become somewhat popular. Heh, I doubt it.

Laugh Tracks

You know what really gets on my nerves?

I bet you can guess from the title of the post...

Yes, those cheesy, repetitive, robot-like, annoying laugh tracks.

My sister was sitting in the living room this evening watching her regular Disney Channel show, no complaints. The complaint comes with the horrible sounds of the cranked up television. I was sitting in the kitchen, drinking the watered down, bitter hazelnut coffee that my sister makes. Almost relaxing. Until the show starts. My eyes dart at the clock: 4:30 pm. You know what this means? This means that it is time for that dreadful show formally known as Drake and Josh. I overhear it almost every day and am starting to recite lines along with the show. Today though, my focus wasn't on the words being said, it was on that dreadful laugh track. It is the same sound almost every 10 seconds. Tomorrow, I think it may be interesting to count how many times they use that one laugh track. Then, I could expand on this and count how many times they use the "Eeooooooowww" sound. That could get some stunning results. Unfortunately, I do not have near enough patients to put up with that. I had to force myself away from the dreadful noises by blasting my own music. Oh, how awful. Hopefully, I survive another day of this tom--- Oh yes, tomorrow is DDR club! Yay, I am saved!

GIMP

In my quest of discovering the possiblilities of the GIMP, I have come up with this cool effect that makes it look like blood.



See this picture and many more on My Deviant Art Page

I also did that water effect on the theme of this page.

Just Commit

Aging, progressing through time.

This blog has actually been around for quite some time. It may not seem like it, but this blog has been kept up by me for almost five months now. That's almost half of a year! Wow, amazing. I committed to something for that long.

I am proud of myself.

I am such a horrible person when it comes to commitment. I always an thinking that something will be great and fun. When I start, it starts to seem like it is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Such as diving. I kept looking forward to the diving season during the summer, and thinking how perfect the sport was for me. I had no clue! That was probably as close to Hell as I am ever going to get during life. I wish I would've quit that, but I actually stuck with it. To prevent another Hellish experience, I recently quit Robotics. My father is probably very disappointed in me because of it, too. The president of the club is definitely disappointed in me the most. Oh well, just another person in this world that doesn't like me as much as they could. Hopefully I will keep this blog to show myself that I can commit, and maybe I will have more self confidence.

Today was long and very boring. I was home alone the whole day through. Even though this day was boring, it was very productive. I learned and applied CSS script. CSS stands for Cascading Style Sheets. It is a way to create uniformity and organization to your web page. I think this was a large step for me in the quest for computer excellence. See the page I created here: My Productions.

I also attempted to learn a simple program called Blender, as I said before, in a series of video tutorials. I am very lost with this. I hope Ryo will come over sometime soon and show me in person how to use this. That will be another major step in this quest of mine.

I like blogs, you have a good chance to talk about yourself, and it is completely acceptable. How nice.